Thank you so very much for your support because means so much to me just knwing that someone can empathize with me and is feeling
what I feel. No, I can't ever remember really making my mom happy, ever...and that's sad. Also, thank you for that great idea about the list.
I am going to make one to carry with me and I am sure it will help.
I don't know if you believe in God but this is one time that I am putting everything in his hands because it really is NOT in my hands to
do anything, as I feel so helpless. When I was younger I felt I held the answer to everything and could handle whatever obstacle came
my way but it may not have been contributed solely to me. I was always kind and fair, if nothing else, and it could be that God knew that
and helped me.
Whatever our belief, we are all suffering and seeking some solace. May God bless you and your family.